exam

yeah im back!! sorry for not updating as was busy wif exam! finally i hav gone thru da first week of exam..da first day was history paper 2 n i went to genting on sat n reach kl on sun bout 10! so basically i dun even hav time to study for history n i screw da paper altho i did wake up at 2.30 to study but makes no different..bwahaha



da 2nd day was bm..hmm da peribahasa part lol i gonna get zero for da part..da komsas gosh i crap alot n i dun even noe wat im writing..lolz speechless




3rd day eng! hmm da essay as usual crap again cz i hav no idea wat to write!!! NEIGHBOUR ..tel me wat u can write about neighbour??lol




4th day maths! maths was ok for me..paper 1 quite hard but ki say easy..i say paper 2 easy she pulak say hard..==!



today was science!! lol paper 2 da essay i crap again..hard hard!!




gosh gosh got 2 weeks more to go!!!! how am i gonna suffer for wakin up at 3 everyday..lolz but a big thx to da sohlou hu wake me up in da morning if not im sure i cant so semangat wake up n study!! THX!! pity him no exam but he hav to wake up n be my alarm!!

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ok first i hav to say im not emo now so dun worry!

i juz dun understand how can ppl becum so damn perasan!!

it is vy obvious im not writing bout u

juz could not figure it out which part of ur brain or ur eyes got prob!!

cant u juz c i wrote thr HIM not HER?

stop being so perasan n kiddy la pls!

u think dat those around u were SO GOOD?

owh gosh stop dreaming..

i dun think those around u were better than those around me!!

if im rubbish den u`re even worst than rubbish kay

if u got da ability u dun hav to use such a cheap way..

this shows tat u really dun hav da ability datz y u keep forcing others!!

im not escapin is juz tat i dun wana waste my time on u

cz u dun worth it!!

u say u`re not loser but from da moment u say so it determine dat u were da loser!

im being generous dy

so juz shut ur f*cking mouth!

when im being generous stop creating more n more prob!

love

yvonne

random

today juz study a few page of form 5 chapter 1!! gosh gosh..gonna die soon as mon is already da history paper..ppl pls kill me now!! lolz

juz came back from having dinner wif my mum`s frenz..we went to da a place name noble hse n da food thr gosh super duper nice but of cz da price is super duper expensive..neway thx to mum`s frenz hu treat us!! after having dinner den we singk..drink drink eat eat again!

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sad thoughts

kept tearing me inside

im now broken into pieces

with these visions in my mind

its your memory

that haunts me every night

when will it stop? will it ever end?

sometimes i feel it was my fault

perhaps it was something i say

sometimes i wake from a nightmare

reliving it again in my head

sadness and happiness

come in a pair

im happy its only a dream

bt sad its a nightmare

genting tmr! tatz y i say i dun hav enuf time to study as i keep going here n dere..lolz gtg ppl..

nitez ya!

love

yvonne

outing

tis shuld be yesterday post but i was too tired yesterday so din manage to update..ahaha ok yesterday went out wif ki n watch alice in da wonderland at pav..da mv was not as good as i expected but hmm..no comment juz feel dat wasted my money cz 3D does not make me feel anythg different! lolz

as usual when me n ki get along= pic time!

after watching da mv we went to sungei wang as i need to take sumthg den went to low yat as ki wanted to buy ink n ki did somethg damn memalukan at lowyat!! bwahahaha went over to ts after dat n had espres soup..da food seems nice rite?but da look does not mean da same as da taste..understand?haha no comment!

ki finished her soup..geng! mine remain da same as da taste...haih! so i use hers to cover mine..lolz damn swt..

haha n on da top of da bread i did tis! da word means my comment towards da soup!

yea n went starbucks after dat..study sejarah dere but juz manage to study a few pages..damn swt..

i order tis..n tis drink cal berry-cool but not cool at all!! super duper bitter!!

saw da finger behind?lolz comment towards da drink!

plan to study but fail..hmm gosh i gonna die cz da exam is juz around da corner!!
1 week holiday does not enuf for me..how am i gonna study? i duno! gtg ppl so bye ya!

love

yvonne

everyday i place a smile on my face

as for tears thr is not a trace

da day flew by

i lost track of time

juz when i tot all was well

was when u began to pull me through hell

totally disappointed

love

yvonne

silent

juz when question seems endless,it suddenly becum clear

let da ans remain silently in da bottom of my heart

love

yvonne

sports day!

yea here cum our school sports day!! tis wil be my last year sports day in cbn! hmm time passes really fast..




i did not stay til da end as i got somethg to do..congrats pauline cz they win tis year..haiz xavier lose again! but nvm XAVIER cz da spirit is alwis thr!! go Xavier gogogo..




went leisure mall wif mum n walk walk n walk..she shop like nobody business but i juz stand aside n see..

reach home around 3..clean up n went out to pwtc area as fren was working at furniture fair so visit him at thr..da furniture was super duper cheap n nice but too bad today was da last day n almost everythg sold out!

after dat go home n rest awhile n is snooker time!! a random 1..tis was my first time playin snooker..quite noob at first but thx to my pro sifu hu teach me so i becum super pro dy..at da end i win!! hehe

snooker bout 2 hour den yumcha at mamak..reach home bout 10..so here am i blogging!! kinda tired but havin so much fun today..goin sunway pyramid tmr!! gosh gtg ppl..bye ya

love

yvonne

loneliness consumes every inch of my heart

day after day alwis putting on a happy face

tired of pretending after all

in ignorance n in shame i alwis feel da same

somedayz feel broke inside but i nvr admit

sometimes i juz wana hide so tat u would nvr notice

n it is so hard to say goodbye when it cum to tis

death leaves a heartache dat no one can heal

love leaves a memory dat no one can steel

once from tasteless slowly it turns sweet

but vy fast it turns into bitter

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now it slowly turns into bittersweet

wondering wat wil it turns into next?

perhaps back to tasteless?

no one knows..

love yvonne