30 april 2009 (12.04 a.m.)

u`re da one i need
but im not da one u WANT!

so...

stop giving me fake hope!
i reali dun hav da courage to face da truth!
da fear in my heart wil never disappear..










should i believe in fate??

love by,
yvonne

emo or not?

im telling myself i can`t emo...but i juz can`t..im super duper jealous!
i noe i should not jealous but!!!! i did jealous! i hav no idea wat i should do..i duno how to help u..cz i noe u wun believe me..datz ntg i can do...i keep telling myself not to think,not to care,not to jealous but...is too hard to do soi shold awake by now but y am i still so foolish?? y am i still waiting??u r driving me crazy!




gosh!!!i should not emo right now!!!ok tmr is monday again...hav to wake up early n go to skul...ish! juz hate waking up early...omg exam is juz around da corner... gonna burn da midnitez oil soon...tmr hav to stayback 4 interact meeting..n we r having interview 4 da new b.o.d tmr...kinda nervous rite now...haven finish my hw yet as i was super duper lazy to do so...



since hav to wake up early tmr so i gonna go now..bye ya!

love by
yvonne

finally awake

tis time i reali awake..
after all i realize it was juz a lie from u to me!
i can juz fake a smile n pretend!
it was jz a dream..

HATRED
yvonne

fake!

im trying my best to




*fake a smile in front of u





*pretend ntg has happen





*control my feelings





*control my tears




but do u reali noe dat it is reali hard to do so??

hatred!!!

love by,

vonnie

gymnaestrada

da day we waited finally cum which was da gymnaestrada competition...wake up bout 6 to get myself ready...i gau dim all my stuff bout 6.45 since i still got time i camwhore abit ler...

reach skul bout 7.55 n i saw mich n lynn at dere...after dat fiona n her mum came n her mum help me to tie my hair(thx ya auntie)....after a while all of them came n we started to be vy busy...although all of us busy make up n stuff but we still manage to camwhore...swt rite? after dat we practice awhile n went to stadiumby bus...

da stadium

camwhore

me n felicia

me n py

me n shir

pikki,shir,me n felicia

da result is....fourth place

after dat we celebrated kah mun n amy burfday...happy birthday to both of u ya...






amy n kah mun






she is cutting da cake

da secret receipe cake!! yummy!

anyway all of us r not happy for da result...da result is super duper unfair...i think all da judge no eyes wan lo...duno how to judge de...berat sebelah!!! stupid! haiz..no mood ady lar...kinda tired too so bye ya...

updated

sorry cz so long din update my blog as i was kinda busy tis few days as gym competiton is cuming..hav gym da whole day....din study at all!!! muahaha..today while gym we take alots of pic AT SKUL!!! first time i so yeng take out my hp n snap pic wif all my dear!!! bwahahaha we all went to da toilet at bilik bahasa n take pic...at first juz me,eeva n pikki beria-ria take pic but after a few minutes shir n felicia join us...having so much fun...

felicia join us

(me,eeva,shir,pikki,felicia)

me n pikki(sedang ss)

hmmm...competition is juz around da corner so wish me luck bah...i reali hope we can win as da skul ady spent alot on us...tmr still hav gym from 8.30-1.00 so i gonna skip me lesson again...k lar gtg do my maths homework...bye ya

love
yvonne