how should i?

i hav no idea wat to do
i duno how should i react..
happy?
sad?
angry?
emo?

trust ?

rumours

to those hu keep on spreading rumours bout me pls stop

i duno hu da hell u r but i dun think i offended u anyway

so pls stop saying me tis n dat

cz i hate ppl talking bad behind!

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if u wana say pls cum infront of me n say it

do not say thgs behind

if u dun hav da courage to do so..

DEN PLS STOP ALL DA STUPID RUMOURS!!!






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to my frenz:
u should understand dat im not tat kind of person as wat da rumours say...i expected understanding from u all but it seems like i dun found da word TRUST from u...i used to tel myself dat u r da onli 1 hu wil understand my problem n my situation...but i duno watz wrg wif us nowadayz..u alwis ask me stuff dat u r not sure but nowadayz u din even bother to ask n u believe da rumours...am i reali not dat trustable? am i da first 1 u think of when u r sad? am i da first 1 u think of when u r happy? ask urself..when u heard all da rumours bout me wat is da first thg cum to ur mind? believe it? or ask me to noe da fact? ask urself...

i can`t control wat others say but i reali hope dat i get da word TRUST from u all..

love
yvonne

random 1

i duno hu is da hell hu say tat

but i can tel u dat

i din say anythg..

bcs me myself hate ppl talk bad behind...

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im sorry guyz...
nowadays i noe im kinda emo...

but

i juz cant stand it..

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i shall admit dat i had changed too...
i do rmb all da past which i tot u did not...
i changed bcs i felt dat im not dat important to u anymore...
i felt dat im so left out..

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i even felt dat u dun even bother to care...
last time if got anythg u wil surely ask
but now
u din even ask me to noe da fact...






however in my heart da relationship wil not changed...
but
i duno bout urs....
is up to u....







hmmm...from now on i dun wana care anymore...i juz care bout my studies!!! yeah
anyway thx to my dear in class hu help me n listen to me when i need sum1 to talk to..u reali helped me alot...muaxx ya

love
yvonne

mayb?

i noe to u i seems to have some changes


but



i can tel u dat i din change at all..

im still da same...






is juz our distance is too far sometimes

or mayb u juz hide thgs from me?





sometimes u make me feel so left out

but i juz kept quiet




or mayb da environment has made us change?
mayb?

love
yvonne

i duno

at first u make it clear...


now u make it blur...

n

u`re making me blur...

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cant u juz state it clearly?

stop making me guess..

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im not a worm inside ur heart
i duno wat u wan
i duno wat u r thinking
if u dun say it
i reali duno

i can`t read ur mind...
do u reali mean it?
i started to think bout dat?

or

im da onli one hu mean it?

love
yvonne

im too foolish..
im too stupid...
y am i still counting?
y am i still waiting??





IS OVER!!! EVERYTHG IS OVER!!!





don`t u realise dat our distance is getting far n far?
sometimes i dun reali understand wat happen...



will u tel me if i ask?
wil u share?
wil u?
i keep on asking myself these ques..
but
NO ANSWER FROM ANY1!




i noe everyone have da time when they r emo...
but pls dun release ur emo-ness to da ppl around u...
u wil make them hurt n sad...
watever it is...
i dun reali care anymore....
(no offense pls)



exam is juz around da corner so gud luck to all of you!
all da best....

yvonne

cheer com

da day finally cum...CHEER COM!!!!wake up early to get myself ready n went bkit jalil to meet up wif pikki ,shir n her couz...den headed to da stadium... early in da morning da stadium ady crowded...too bad our skul din win...but they reali tried their vy best n WE R PROUD OF U!!!! yeah...

stadium

our XAVIER team

stompers!!! they high until take off their shirt

me n pikki(dear)

me n ana(my lou gong)

me,kii n mey ling

i love tis pic da most pikki!

.My Name : yvonne

2.My Birthday : 7 jan 1993

3.Who tagged you : derek

4.Name 5 best friends : pikki,shir,felicia,yee chin,lynn

5.What do you wished for birthday : ntg

6.Happy things that happened recently : not happy

7.Most stressed about recently : exam....

8.What is your dream about future : haiz...no idea

9.Do you have someone you like : duno

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : hmmmm

11.Most happy to hang out with : frenz

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : it's none of my business

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : anywhr

14.What to do in Christmas : celebrate

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : With friends.

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : During weekends

17.How many siblings do you have : A younger sis n elder sis

18.Favourite song(Female) : too many

19.Favourite song(Male) :sorry sorry

20.Favourite Colour : Blue

21.Flush before using the toilets? : If it seems uncomfortable..

22.Love me not? : .....

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : anythg

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : i hate u

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : ya

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : Of cause not! There may be spy cams!

27.Who’s the bastard : duno

28.What’s the current affection : Very serious

29.Ugly when asleep: Wad does it mean??

30.Whats the time now : 9.06

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : nopez ler

32.Weight : secret

33.Weather today : Fine

34.Are you pregnant : no

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : happy?

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : Enjoying myself

37.People To Tagged?

1. pikki
2. jenyen
3. wayne
4. jiawing
5. lynn
6. fiona
7. shir
8. mich
9. aileen
10. eeva

01-Does no.4 know no.6??: of cz
02-No.10 is a male or??: female lar
03-The hobby of no.8?: no idea
04-Does no. 1 have any siblings?: yaya
05-The surname of no.7?: ho
06-Does no.10 have alot of friends??: ya gua
07-Anyone tackling no.4??:duno
08-If no.2 is being introduced??: he is taken
09-The favourite colour of no.6?: duno
12-Where is no.5 studying currently??: cbn
13-How do you know no.10??: skul
14-Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you??: 3 month
15-Ever hang out with no.9??: Yeah.. klcc
16-Do you like to chat with no.2??: Yeah..
17-Like to be with no.3??: he is gud
18-How do you think about no.7??: She's nice!
19-How do you think about no.9??: nice
20-Do you love no.5??: yes...muahahhaa

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? :derek
2.How long have you known him/her : since form 2 bah
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : no comment
4.Your relationship with him/her : friends
5.Whats his/hers hobby? :duno
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : no idea
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : .....

*Your idol :
*Favourite season :
*Times worked : Many!
*Country that wanted to go the most : korea
*Personality hated : Betrayer
*Are you a crybaby? : No!!
*You laugh alot? : Can say the most??
*Do you like to go out alone? : No! So boring
*What time will you wake up if it's a holiday?: 10
*Today’s weather(Sunny Rainy Cloudy): sunny
*Choose between Friends and Lover : both?
*Choose between Chances and Fates : Fates
*Are you narcissist? : Nah, more on friends
*Is this questionnaire long? : Obviously! Took so much of my time!
*How to make yourself feel better every time? : songs
*Favourite food : ...
*Are you full of happiness? : no
*Who are the friends that you care the most? : Those who care for me the most
*What's the most important item in your bed room? : pillow
*Most consistent dream at sleep : ya
*Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : Yeap!
*Whats the meaning of life? : ....
*See if you can answer this!): 0.o

too long lar tis tag n im lazy....so i wun ans
*When do you hate me? :
*Like the day you were born or been into the society?:
*Like Taoism or Confucianism? :
*Favourite cake? :
*Can we stop this game now? :
*Do you like sardins? ^^ :
*Who knows you the best? :
*IQ higher or EQ? :
*Computer or Mobile Phone :
*Prefer to sleep or play? :
*Friendster or Facebook? :
*Whats your wish right now? :
*Tired? :
*Favourite drinks :

tagged by jenyen

What have you been doing recently?

study?

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?

not really

3. What happened at 10am today?

at skul..

4. When did you last cry?

....

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?

yupz

6. What do you want in life now?

him?

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

put up my hood

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?

sleep lar...wat else?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?

short pants

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?

old messages =D

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

no i dont

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?

drag me to hell

14. What are you proud of?

ntg

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?

hmm...is a secret

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

sorry sorry by super junior

17. Do you have any nicknames?

jie jie(thx to yee chin)

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
gud nitez n sweet dream

from chris

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?

bout 10

20. Are you currently happy?

not at all

21. Who gives you the best advice?

my friends =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

nope

23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?

secret

24. Is something bugging you right now?

yes

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?

my frenz

26. Do you like yourself?

i hav no idea

27. You want $5 or $10?
10?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?

yeah

29. Who is your best best best friend?

alot lah!

30. What will you do if you like that boy?

depends on fate

31. Who are your favourite stars?

many

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?

ya

33. Do you had even stead before?

wats a stead?

34. What type of boy do you like?

duno how to describe

35. Now are you single/attached?

ya..im single

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1....

2....

3.....

4.....

5...

6....

7.....

8....

9....

10....

1. Would you date number 5?

swt

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?

ntg

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

haha

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.

....

5. Number 1 is acting weird.

....

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut..
......

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
.....

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.

......

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.

......

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.

.....

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
.....

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.

lalala

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.

wakakaka

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.

...

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has

......

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on flame.

..........

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.

.........

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.

........

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!

.........

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.

............

21. Number 7 looks lonely!

........

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.

.........

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.

!!!!!!!!!!!!1

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?

!!!!!!!!

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.

!!!!!!!!

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
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